Suratan dari Allah....

Yesterday I received a very sad news from my BFF friend, Kak Fiza, she involve in accident again. Inalillah. This time it was at Jalan Kuala Krai – Cameron. I’m very sad to hear it. Because this is the second time happen to this family. Before I think was 5 or 4 yrs ago, at Gua Musang. Mungkin sudah suratan takdir dari Allah utk dia sekeluarga.

Her only son, which I think about 5 yrs, lost his last right finger, and the last daughter had bad injury in the face. Kesian sangat. According to the mother, the boy was unconscious after the accident and need to go for emergency surgery to save the other fingers.. and the girl was crying while doctor clean up the wound at her faced… sedih dan sebak sangat saya rasa.

As today, doc open the boy's bandage because he want to see the fingers and crying when he count it only left 4.. entahler kenapa sebak sangat rasa hati ni, berjurai air mata bila baca sms emaknyer..

‘Hati ni sedih. Dada rasa nak pecah menahan sebak. Abid duk bilang jari dia yang 4 tu sambil air mata berlinang. Petang semalam doctor buka balut, dia kata nak tengok. Bila dia tengok, dia pejam mata, aku nampak mengalir air mata dia, tak terdaya aku. Doakan anak aku agar dia kuat terima kenyataan. Baie pun OK, Cuma dia malu dengan keadaan muka dia. Tak pe Wi, aku takkan biarkan, aku akan ikhtiar apa yang aku mampu insyallah’

Isnyaallah kak. Tuhan menduga akak camni, tuhan hapuskan dosa-dosa kecil kak.. terima dengan hati terbuka. Isnyallah there is still way for you.

Freestyle..

My DH call me today..

+ ' Ma, hari tu mama cakap nak beli breast pump apa..?'
me with excited balas...
-'Medal Freestyle...'
+' Apa web add dia..'
-'Ada banyak lah Yah, yang murah, yang mahal... '
+'Yang mama cakap with current exchange rate dalam beli rega RM1.1k tuh...'
aku dah terlebih excited... yeyeyeyyeye...!!!
- ' Yang tu Ebay... Ebay US... kenapa...'
+ 'Khairol tanya.. wife dia tgh survey..'
adoi.. bak jatuh ditimpa block kayu... berkecai impian..
-'[dengan nada sedih..] 'la.. ingatkan dia nak belikan utk kita...'
+'Isk dia ni, sumer benda dia nak... tolong ler ma....'
-'takpelah.. sekarang blum nak lagi...' ..uhuk.. uhuk...

sedih tau. tapi kalau difikirkan, sumer benda yang aku nak, sumer dia dah belikan.. memula nak DSLR.. dah dapat, pastu nak Deep freezer.. pun dah dapat.. ni nak Freestyle plak.. blum dapat.

ayah,
if you read this.. thank you so much for everithing.. i love you, n will love you more kalau belanja freestyle.. hehehhe..

Finally....

Referring to last post... slowly i did bought a few things in the list... it started with the deep freezer. The reason, is because my 2 doors refrigerator freezer is almost full with my EBM, until my DH ice-cream that he bought i need to throw it out sebab tak cukup tempat.
So he suggested for me to get the deep freezer... wah,.. what a suggestion! of course i will like it... so we start surveying price.. n finally i get a brand new DF, Japan Model... with 110L capacity.. n it is a chest freezer. At the beginning it didn't work well.. After 3 days the water in the DF still maintain as water... So ask the retailer to change a new model n it works perfect. We bought it for RM500 with transportation cost... sangat menarik.
[this happen on Monday,2nd of May]

Then the coming Wednesday... my spec pulak buat hal. Sedih betul.. it broke in the middle. Luckily i can still repair it with glue of course, tapi tak tahan lama.. so hari tu jugak tempah spec baru. But already from my pregnancy time, i planned to buy a spec with transition.. hah.. well the price will be very costly. But once in a while [i bukan buat spec every year], so i did tempah a brand new spec with transition of course, dan memula kena bebel ngan DH.. but then dah bayar so pakai jelah... Yeay..! i got new spec with transition...

An also my budget for month of May dah melayang jauh dari yg sepatutnyer.... adoyai!

[So 2 from 4 item that i listed before i laready got it]... lagi 2... nantilah dulu...