WAHM or SAHM, bila lagi ni.....???

'Mama cuba tengok muka adik tu... kesian diakan. Sedih jer dia tengok kita naik kereta'

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That was the conversation that i had his morning that really make my whole day upside down. Ibu mana yang tak sedih tinggalkan anak almost 10 hour utk bekerja. Keluar pagi at 8.00 am dan sampai rumah paling cepat is 6.30pm. But this is what the modern mum these days have to pay especially yang tinggal kat kota KL cam aku ni...

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well this part of function and responsibilities of a mother kalau kita kupas memang panjang. Mana nak tngok anak membesar depan mata, mana lagi nak tolong hubby utk perbelanjaan bulanan.. a few months back banyak kali jugak aku cakap pd hubby i wanna quit. Aku nak duk umah, aku nak jaga anak, aku nak tngk anak akunyer first step, first word. Aku nak make sure yang sulung tu pandai membaca. Aku nak ajar dia baca quran. Aku nak mask utk hubby ngan anak-anak...

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tapi,
still want my car. Still want my house yg kat atas bukit tu, i still want to shop, i still want my money everymonth for my parents.. is stil want vacation, still want weekend outing and i know my dear hubby cant afford that if he is alone working... so here i am still working everyday.

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so,
i'm looking for pasive income... income yang membolehkan aku duduk rumah as i wish but still ader income... but no MLM. So sorry i have no patient with that.. i joined LUXOR before then USANA, but not really into the networking. i like USANA like the vitamin so much... but not the networking lor... so still need to find my interest that i can modified into business that can give me income and i can stay home.. wargh... i still interest in numbers... so bila nak jadi SAHM or WAHM....?????